A Dream About Riding a Plane

I dreamt about going to Davao. I was really excited when we boarded the plane. It took quite some time for us to fly because of the passengers. My aunt couldn’t make it so it was just my mom and I.

After we got to fly, it felt like something was wrong with the plane. I heard my aunt call out to me to show me something and I got down the plane. I don’t know how.

We couldn’t board the plane anymore as it was far away now. So we just explore the university we went down to.

I heard people scream asking why the plane hasn’t gone high yet and then we heard that the pilot never planned on taking the passengers to Davao. The plane suddenly blew up. We were having second thoughts about going to the crime scene as it was in the ocean and none of us could swim.

I got home but I remembered my mom was on the plane and got back there. I saw trails of water and followed it, hoping it was my mom. And it was. But we couldn’t save the other passengers. I tried to look for them but there was no one else in sight.

It was a really scary dream. Makes me think twice about riding a plane.

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Plans Before Hitting 20

I have about 7 months more before I hit 20 and I’ve listed a few things I want to do it happens.

  1. Ride a plane (or at least get plane tickets before the day) [I won’t be able to do this]
  2. Learn how my mom cooks curry and adobo  [I won’t be able to do this]
  3. Publish about 30 (or 50!) blog posts
  4. Start getting into writing again
  5. Eat at a nice restaurant ALONE
  6. Exercise and get fit [I won’t be able to do this]
  7. Stay up until sunrise, about thrice [I’m sick for the last few days of my break, I won’t be able to do this.]
  8. Shop for clothes and shoes (because this is not something I like doing)
  9. Eat at a cupcake or waffle store
  10. Learn the Korean Language [Currently enrolled at the Korean Culture Center]
  11. Learn how to play the guitar.  [I won’t be able to do this]
  12. Attend all nine Simba sa Gabi


While most people do not recognize it, a few fans might be able to. My username, nshnkn, actually came from the name of a favorite JPop artist: Nishino Kana.

I remember back in March, wanting to use a shorter username from my previous (wafflechangsub), I got the idea of removing the consonants from my favorite artist. It was 6 letters long and I found it perfect as a username. I have taken an absolute liking to it and plan to use them for a few more years. ✌

Getting Tired?

I remember being told things like ‘one day you’ll get tired of liking K-Pop’ back when I was just starting. I remember being told that I shouldn’t spend so much time for these people as one day I’ll forget about them. At that time, I was too into it that I never really saw the reality of their words. I was into them that I didn’t think that I would get tired. That time, it was priority, it was necessary to get updated.

These days, I haven’t given that much time for K-Pop. I somehow manage to listen to it whenever I can but I do not give all my free time for it. There are times when I’m too tired to watch their shows and listen to all the music in their albums. I have been choosing to do something else than look for updates of what my favorite idols have been getting into, what they have been doing the past days. I wasn’t into it as much as I was a few years ago.

Whenever I feel this way and think about what people have told me then, have I really gotten tired of K-Pop? I wonder if, one day, I’d just drop everything off and take interest in something else. Am I not as ecstatic about as before because I am slowly getting tired of it? Or is it only because I couldn’t get enough time and energy to think and fan about it? I wonder…

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BTOBPH2G, my most awaited event in 2015, to be honest. I enjoyed BTOBPH1G a lot and promised to go to every BTOB Philippines gathering.
I ordered the ticket early and had ticket number 0016. Hehe~

I was really excited for the event but the day before it, I caught a fever. I was having second thoughts about continuing to the event. I actuallu just wanted to stay home since it was really hard for me to even stand up. In the end, I ended up with the decision of going since this is gonna be once in a lifetime…and I had to accompany someone.
It was really hard to get up that day but I had to. I still had fever. I get easily dizzy when I move but I still managed to go uwu

Well, we got there really REALLY early and they were still setting things up. After a while, we got to choose the seats we wanted and ended up staying in the first row. The first row is always the best row.
To be honest, it was awfully hard to enjoy the gathering as I really was not feeling well but nevertheless, I got to smile and have fun at some parts of the event. I especially liked that one with the Melodudes. That game part of the event was really funny.

In the middle of the event, we celebrated ate Cami’s birthday.

A few hours before the end of the event, we got to meet two other Melodies. They were graduating students and it was definitely nice to get to talk to them about college. I was having a hard time those few days.

What I love about this gathering is that I get to find out more about BTOB and get to meet new fangirl friends. I am definitely looking forward to the third one!

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The first BTOBPH gathering that I got to attend was, luckily, the first major gathering they had, which they call BTOBPH1G, was also a celebration of maknae Sungjae’s birthday.
I went to Olongapo a day before and I was a bit nervous as Olongapo is about 3-5 hours away from my house and the event place was about 30 minutes to one hour away from my house on the opposite direction. I left Olongapo at around 6AM hoping I could get there before the event starts. I did get there having more than 30 minutes to spare.
The thing was, I was confused and thought that the event was to be held at Megatrade Hall. From 10AM to around 11:30AM, i roamed around the mall waiting for my gath buddies. Turned out I got the wrong number and nobody replied. I literally cried until I had the courage to ask someone about it. I won’t allow my money to be wasted. Lol
When I finally got to the event place, I looked for my gath buddies and teared up. I thought they left me. After a while though, I got to enjoy the event and had a lot of fun. We went around and bought merch after a while. I bought lots for different people. I remember buying lots of JHope and Rapmon things just for my sister. XD
I finally got to meet MeloBeat and even had a picture with them! I knew about them because ate Colleen added me on facebook.
Before the event ended, we took pictures with the BTOB tarpaulins. I managed to get a picture with every member except Hyunsik.
Had pictures taken here and there and then we went home to TriNoma. We ate at KFC and bought waffles as well.
This was my first KPop gathering and I really did enjoy it. More power to the staff who made this possible!
Yejiapsa BTOB
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