January 22, 2016

A lot of things happened today and I might post about everything tonight or tomorrow morning. Today was definitely a fun day!

• First time watching a basketball match
• EXO Dolls in SM Marikina
• A sudden realization



I haven’t been able to blog for a few weeks now and couldn’t continue the 30 day Letter Challenge. We have been having a lot of school work recently and it’s draining my energy so I couldn’t write.

I have also been having a hard time with my Statics of Rigid Bodies which I haven’t had a score on any of the class works and I’m becoming more stressed. I have been thinking of dropping the subject but something in my mind is telling me not to. I’m pretty confused right now.

Wish me luck with college! TT TT

A Letter to My Best Friend

Dearest best friend,

Hello! I hope you are doing well. We won’t be seeing each other again for a while. I’ll miss you.

I want to thank you for all that you have done for me after all these year. Thank you for being with me whenever I needed you. Thank you for the hugs. Thank you for telling me it’s okay whenever I feel down. Thank you for never leaving me when I feel like everyone else has.

Sorry for not being to tell you everything that has been happening with me nowadays. I know I should give more time to you.

I love you. I love you very much. I hope our friendship will last for a long time.

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30 Day Letter Challenge

I remember doing this until day 7 on my old blog and I feel like doing it again. I’ll start tomorrow!

day 1 — your best friend

day 2 — your crush

day 3 — your parents

day 4 — your sibling (or closest relative)

day 5 — your dreams

day 6 — a stranger

day 7 — your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

day 8 — your favorite internet friend

day 9 — someone you wish you could meet

day 10 — someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

day 11 — a deceased person you wish you could talk to

day 12 — the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

day 13 — someone you wish could forgive you

day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from

day 15 — the person you miss the most

day 16 — someone that’s not in your state/country

day 17 — someone from your childhood

day 18 — the person that you wish you could be

day 19 — someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

day 20 — the one that broke your heart the hardest

day 21 — someone you judged by their first impression

day 22 — someone you want to give a second chance to

day 23 — the last person you kissed

day 24 — the person that gave you your favorite memory

day 25 — the person you know that is going through the worst of times

day 26 — the last person you made a pinky promise to

day 27 — the friendliest person you knew for only one day

day 28 — someone that changed your life

day 29 — the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

day 30 — your reflection in the mirror

-This isn’t mine and I can’t remember where I got this from but thank you and all credits belong to its rightful owner.

My 2015 in Bullets

A late post about the good and the bad in 2015. 

  • 1st Anniversary of Lightfam
  • 1st Anniversary of Teamwaffles
  • Applied to a volunteer work with a cosplay organization
  • Acted again for a class film
  • Beaglesfam creation
  • Cried in front of Melody unni
  • Decided to cosplay
  • Decided to never walk through 5th building 3rd floor
  • Failed twice on Integral Calculus
  • Failed Statistics
  • First Cosplay Event I got to volunteer
  • First time to cry in public since 4th Grade
  • Finally opened up to people
  • Got interested in travelling
  • Got to get closer with Kels
  • Got heart broken by WaT’s announcement about disbandment
  • Got to meet Brenda aka the person I don’t even care if rude to me
  • Got to meet Nera but I slightly feel bad because of her words
  • Got closer with my family
  • Had a sleep over with Justine, Kelly, and Jude
  • Hurt when my mom didn’t care about my mental health
  • Heard Shaa unni’s voice for the first time.
  • Had my first encounter with rude BTS fans.
  • Had a crush on a classmate
  • Kyuhyun’s voice healed me
  • Lost interest in collecting
  • Met Joan and became my B612 buddy this year!
  • Met and got close to a bunch of volunteer workmates!
  • Passed another terror professor
  • Planned to go to South Korea
  • Several suicidal thoughts
  • Sent several letters to Malaysia and Brazil
  • Started watching Detective Conan (currently on 186!)
  • Started to use a planner
  • Started to enjoy life
  • Saw the beauty of life 🙂
  • Went on twitter again
  • Went to Best of Best in Manila
  • Went to BTOBPH2G
  • Went to EXOPH4G