Another Year

It’s really funny how right now, I am slightly tearing up because I won’t be a teenager after I hit 20. There’s no going back.

My life as a 19 year old, I have no regrets. I loved how it was. I will love how it was. My last time as a teenager, I will always be thankful. I got to experience a few firsts. I finally got to appreciate company. I cried, I laughed, I had problems. Still, everything seems nice to me now. It was fun.

I want to thank everyone who has helped me with my journey. I have always said that 2015 was my worst year so far. I’m thankful that these people never gave up on me.

I want to thank the people who read my blogs, although they are most of the time personal and somehow uninteresting. Thank you for following me and reading my posts, it all means so much for me!

I want to thank God who never stops believing in me and stays by my side always; who always guides me in my way. He never disappoints.

I want to tell myself that I appreciate, well, me, for everything that I’ve done for myself. I have always lacked confidence and courage to face a lot of things, but still, I am here, writing. Thank you for never giving up, Bessie.

I’ll always be thankful for all the experiences I have had this past year. And I will try to stay positive for the next stages in my life. I will do my best for a great future. I will work. I will travel. I will write. I will do my best.

Happy birthday to me!! ❤

a/n I was crying half of the time I was writing this. I don’t plan on editing this in the future. I want to treasure everything.

a/n 6 minutes till my birthday 🙂

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An Open Letter to Kels

I’ve been wanting to publish one for a long time so here it is. lol

Dear Kels,

You are most likely tired of me saying my thanks, as I have been doing so, almost non-stop, since last year. But again, thank you for everything you’ve done for me. Thank you for your time and your words, for never giving up on me.

I’m getting better nowadays. I am able to say what I want to say, though I still feel anxious at certain times but I’m getting better. It wouldn’t be this way if it wasn’t for you.  But sadly, ever since that incident with a certain group’s fans, I have been a bit ruder as well o.O I’ll try to control though. lol

Sorry I haven’t been able to talk that much these past weeks, I’ve been busy watching all these shows on TV. I haven’t been able to tweet lately either. lol But talk to me if you ever want to, I’m always online ❤

Happy Happy Birthday Kels! I love you very much. Take care always. The best of luck to everything you want to do. I hope you enjoyed your day and I wish I was there to eat cake [if there wasn’t, I won’t go. lol just kidding]

Wish I could give you a birthday hug but maybe next time. Let’s make sure we meet each other in the future and hang out in Rio de Janeiro and make lots of memories! That would be very fun ❤

Love,

Bessie

Today’s election day for the National government and it’s my first time to vote lol My president didn’t win. What a bummer. But Happy Birthday!!!!

A Letter to My Best Friend

Dearest best friend,

Hello! I hope you are doing well. We won’t be seeing each other again for a while. I’ll miss you.

I want to thank you for all that you have done for me after all these year. Thank you for being with me whenever I needed you. Thank you for the hugs. Thank you for telling me it’s okay whenever I feel down. Thank you for never leaving me when I feel like everyone else has.

Sorry for not being to tell you everything that has been happening with me nowadays. I know I should give more time to you.

I love you. I love you very much. I hope our friendship will last for a long time.

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